good weekend =)

well the last few days have been interesting...

on thursday night, we celebrated brits birthday by going to chilis and then some of us went to howl at the moon. it was so much fun. and they are building one at hardrock, but i need to start going out down where i am. unfortunately everyone i know except my roomate, lives in broward.

friday night, we went to brits house and played mad gab. hahaha now THAT is a fun game haha. 

saturday night was amazing. i got to be apart of something really special.  there are no words to even describe how great it really was.

sunday, my leadership team had a scavenger hunt against another lp team and we won. *woop woop* so they have to cook us dinner.

so friday night, my mom went out and got a lil tipsy. frankly, i know she drinks, my friends have always known she drinks, but until recently its gotten slightly out of control.  now she is drinking, to just drink.  no reason, and by herself. and i blame bill (her bf) whom if u have met him, know...he is a little off. and by off i mean...druggie. i can't let go of my birthday incident in tally.  i don't think i have been that embarrassed about something in so long. i don't usually let things embarrass me.  

and of course our blowup.

and to top it, while my mom was out...he was callin staci asking "if she is dancing with black guys"    AS IF THAT IS THE MAIN PROBLEM!?!?!? LOL   i mean i know he is racist, but i don't see how my mom even puts up with that, cause i know she is not.

i think my main problem is that i hold my mom up so high, and i have always held her high, but right now she is falling apart and coming across very weak to me. and i don't get it.  and these seminars we are going through are teaching you to be a better you. and i don't see progression. 

it's just a little upsetting.

so before, i was trying to be friendly with him, for her and myself.  if i do the same things, then i will just get the same results.   so i am going to have an open and honest conversation with her, about the drinking. not bill, because that topic throws me off the deep end. and whenever ANYONE says anything to her, she just walks away. she avoids.

oooh AND

i went to the eye doctors, and he would not prescribe me contacts because he said my eyes were unhealthy and now i have to wear glasses all week.  but i did get a new pair of glasses. they are nice. they have lil orange stones on the side.

now i just have to get to a regular dr. for a checkup.

i think thats its for now. =)