am i a winner?

opposed to a loser? i would believe im a winner in most areas of my life.

when i really really want something, i guess i figure out a way to get it.

my team won a scavenger hunt, and our team won a scholarship to give to someone for basic and advance.  i THOUGHT as a team we were going to decide a way to pick someone, but i get a call in the morning and then a text from marlene talking about how i need to align to give it to her daughter. and everyone else on teh team except one or two of us havent yet. skeeeeeer  i DONT EVEN THINK SO.  1. how sneaky to call everyone on the team for you 2. you didnt even give anyone else a chance to state a case.  3. over my dead body will i align with that.

when i said, i didnt align, she talked about her being a mother, and im like ..thats nice. alison gets to go, so no matter what, u will NOT get my vote. alison is one of the most amazing people i have met in a long time. we click with each other so easily. but she doesn't know her own strength and she gets to through this program. 

moving along...

im COMPLETELY ADDICTED TO LOST. i have basically watched the whole first season in two days. and the beginning of the second and i am in love with it. i can't believe how late i am with watching this great show haha. It seems to me, when it comes to TV tim happens to be always right. haha. how i met your mother and friday night lights are two shows he got me on to.

anyways im off to watch some more lost haha.

holler.

oh ps. i get to go to the eye doctor tomorrow and pick up my new prada glasses. and HOPEFULLy the eye doctor will prescribe me contacts! i have been wearing my crap glasses all week long to hopefully make my eyes better.  Plus tomorrow is the start of my 2nd weekend in leadership. hopefully the weekend turns out okay. 

and to answer my question...i am a winner...when i want to be.